Ever get hyped about something, then start to wonder if you should be?? well, that happens a lot with me.....i know i have my moments, but they never seem to be that altering in my thinking that i feel i need to get out of my own despair........................the other day (or rather, a couple months or weeks ago) i had gotten into an argument with my roomie. she was angry, i was angry, and we ended the day with a fuming rage neither of us could quell. then, ever since, things seemed tense between us. then, for these past 3 weeks, things have been awesome, for the most part, between us. our home is being turned inside out by all the residents, and yet we have managed to, though not vocally, settle our dispute for now and have learned, again not vocally, to coexist for the time being. i am naturally a very observant person, and i have noticed how we have had our highs and lows, but this time was different. this time, i have seen something in us that i hadn't noticed before. i have seen the worst in our relationship, & i have seen the best, but after that fateful day, it seems we have both made a true, ground breaking move ever closer to the one thing we both seem to want: a place of our own & a life we both need. at any rate, i reckon she wants the same as me, because we have had a fun time together lately and i have seen a side of her that reminds me of some very important things in my life. for right now things are smooth, but we shall see..........
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