And here i am!!! Trust, theres more to come!!!

so, its been a while. a lot has happened, and i am thinking heavy about a lot of things. one in particular, dear friends, is this: i am wondering what it is like to truely live out a normal existance. no, im not in a bad mood, or going to harm myself, i just feel off. i swear, im fine, i just needed a little time to get my self straight before i wrote this. see, im not exactly blogging just cuz. originally, i was to blog to introduce my art, my own thoughts on things, and to inform and answer questions. i still have a lot to learn, and i want to make this blog as personal, yet user friendly, as i can.

i am having sad thoughts, and as i mentioned earlier, i have been wondering what life would be like if thinngs were normal. if life didnt have all the crazy crap in it, what would it be like? would we have all the things in this realm? would they be the same? does public transportation exist? does it even bother people? am i the only one who imagines all this?



you know what i say, my friends? I say this question, THESE questions, will never be answered. and i have come to a very good reason why: normal, it seems, tends to be more a constant, never changing pattern, that tends to stay in a constant rotation and does not deter from that rotation. so, then, what is my reason? its this:

the only way normal would exist in our real lives

is if we all were the same being,

all were the same culture,

all loved the same music,

we all made the music,

we all, as a group, made our world do

the same thing over, and over, and over again.

besides that, mother nature is the other part of this. though i wont bore you with that end of the story, i will state that a lot of mother nature is not normal, and she intentionally makes things that distrupt that stream of normal....

at any rate, for today, i leave you with this. i will post more, but i am also busy with other things, so i wont always be able to blog my thoughts. but, i promise, my friends, i will put more effort. for starting this day and this week, i will be doing more to keep myself in check, and offer all that i wanted this blog to be....see you all next post!!!!!

Me giving a lazy Peace