Monday, January 30, 2012

Wow...i should write more often....

OMG, I can’t believe that after so long of thinking of entries and doing so much, I STILL have a shitty blog. I’m trying to keep up with it, but it doesn’t seem to work out with my schedule. I’m not going to delete all my accounts however. That will take too damn long, for one. And for two, I don’t want to spend weeks backing up my data. I already did that with my FB account, & I don’t want to do that again….however, I just might have to. See, I have many accounts to stuff, and as I said earlier, it will take too damn long to erase them all and start over. Some accounts I have not opened in a long time, others were one-night stands. Some I keep up with, because I use them either constantly or as a part of some other account. But whatever, I suppose……
I really think I should at least type up more posts or something, but I guess only time will tell with me. It’s not that I want to be lazy, dear readers; I just feel that I am losing out on all the accounts have to offer. I simply need a way of managing my few well-worn from use accounts. I deleted my FB, & am waiting for the official deletion (which is Feb. 3, I might add). Another account I need to edit is my website through webs.com, which I haven’t touched in almost a full year now…..damn, I need to get the ball rolling this year!!!
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It seems, dear readers, that 2012 is starting to look like the year humanity changes and finally accepts its newer core values. Not to say that is a bad thing, but it certainly seems to give out an aura of rejuvenation. Or it could just be that we humans have developed another way or path to self-destruction. I am not one to judge, for I am quite possibly one of those humans, but it seems that all are focused on 2012 and the years to come.
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I am in a rut right now, simply due to all I am with-holding, but I am open and ready for what this new year may/will bring. Though I may be wrong to think 2012 will be a big, positive year, I am also not going to give up in my ever daunting search for the perfect redemption and relief from past struggles. As always, I am babbling & not making much sense, but at least I’m opening up in a more productive kind of way. And at least I have a way of being on top of my future, even if all is not set in stone just yet……
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Well, I suppose I will take things both step by step and with a grain of salt for now. Better that than starting every day with headaches and back problems!!!! ;-}



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