OMG, I can’t believe
that after so long of thinking of entries and doing so much, I STILL have a
shitty blog. I’m trying to keep up with it, but it doesn’t seem to work out
with my schedule. I’m not going to delete all my accounts however. That will
take too damn long, for one. And for two, I don’t want to spend weeks backing
up my data. I already did that with my FB account, & I don’t want to do
that again….however, I just might have to. See, I have many accounts to stuff,
and as I said earlier, it will take too damn long to erase them all and start
over. Some accounts I have not opened in a long time, others were one-night
stands. Some I keep up with, because I use them either constantly or as a part
of some other account. But whatever, I suppose……
I really think I should
at least type up more posts or something, but I guess only time will tell with
me. It’s not that I want to be lazy, dear readers; I just feel that I am losing
out on all the accounts have to offer. I simply need a way of managing my few
well-worn from use accounts. I deleted my FB, & am waiting for the official
deletion (which is Feb. 3, I might add). Another account I need to edit is my
website through webs.com, which I haven’t touched in almost a full year now…..damn,
I need to get the ball rolling this year!!!
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It seems, dear readers,
that 2012 is starting to look like the year humanity changes and finally
accepts its newer core values. Not to say that is a bad thing, but it certainly
seems to give out an aura of rejuvenation. Or it could just be that we humans
have developed another way or path to self-destruction. I am not one to judge,
for I am quite possibly one of those humans, but it seems that all are focused
on 2012 and the years to come.
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I am in a rut right
now, simply due to all I am with-holding, but I am open and ready for what this
new year may/will bring. Though I may be wrong to think 2012 will be a big,
positive year, I am also not going to give up in my ever daunting search for
the perfect redemption and relief from past struggles. As always, I am babbling
& not making much sense, but at least I’m opening up in a more productive
kind of way. And at least I have a way of being on top of my future, even if
all is not set in stone just yet……
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Well, I suppose I will take
things both step by step and with a grain of salt for now. Better that than
starting every day with headaches and back problems!!!! ;-}
