who now knows my name??

i feel very pissed right now, but not at my usual pisser offers. i feel pissed because i, for some reason, feel worthless in this world of ours........i feel unknown, not cared for, all of that. i feel that even if i get myself out there, there would be no reason to. i mean, i have friends, but i, at times, feel unloved by them all.....however, that isn't as bad as all the enemy's i have. the only thing with them is they annoy me.....too much. so, to end this seemingly pointless enrty, im going to end this by saying: .......at this point, i need neon lights to get any one to do any thing for my site & blog............