The World I see

something is wrong here, i dont think we belong here. i wish my life is getting there, i want to buy that keyboard there. i see too much, i read too little, then again i am a stuart little. i eat and sleep, i have counted sheep. i wish away, and fold into the fray. the world is my play ground, and im all for sending a spaz out.

Game Posts pt. 2

Does any one know about any types of games online? as in, whats available to the rest of the common world? what isn't available? does any one know about these things?

what the hell am i saying????? does any one know??

some times i seriously wonder if i ramble too much. i so believe i do. but, i'd rather ramble than do crime and stuff. but, there are times when i think i shouldn't really rant at all. but, i do, and theres not much i can do about that…

Games online

does any one really hate playing online games? i personaly think there are some pretty cool ones out there. and there are a lot of free ones, too. some you need to download, while others are directly online. the ones to download need internet access, or, if you have money, you can get the full blown game on your computer, no trial version or gimicks. yes, gaming has gone from simple board gams to challenging, engaging electronic games that really push your limits.........god, what kind of games ar NOT around to play??? answer me that!!

does any one like anything any more?

is there something you love that others see as stupid or lame? well, i have many of those......but i don't let it bother me much. i feel that if i like something, then i like it.....who cares if others don't? however, thats me. a lot of people i know, as well as not know, feel that they have to appease to the world and more. they start acting like someone else instead of themselves, which at times makes me very angry. thats simply because i am a strong believer in self-preservation. i believe that we need to show ourselves and not worry what others think about how we are. now, many things in our world are based on other's opinions, which is fine. i hate it only when it means someone has to change themselves to fit into the thing in question. although there are things like this in the world, i think we shouldn't be willing to change ourselves so much......

who now knows my name??

i feel very pissed right now, but not at my usual pisser offers. i feel pissed because i, for some reason, feel worthless in this world of ours........i feel unknown, not cared for, all of that. i feel that even if i get myself out there, there would be no reason to. i mean, i have friends, but i, at times, feel unloved by them all.....however, that isn't as bad as all the enemy's i have. the only thing with them is they annoy me.....too much. so, to end this seemingly pointless enrty, im going to end this by saying: .......at this point, i need neon lights to get any one to do any thing for my site & blog............

What to do, what to do.....

I am always thinking, after this, whats Next?? im like that with every thing. literally. at times i am not myself and start to not care, but as soon as something, anything, comes up that catches my interest, i am back in the game. at least, for a little while.......i know i may not be interesting, but at least i am not always really boring. i do have my moments, and i am very positive about that.

Wow. My first blog.......how....cool??

well, i've made a facebook, a website in the works, a few online game accounts and now a blog of my own.....god. i mean, its all cool and stuff, but i never really get any one to see my stuff......im not as heavily popular as my sister or as mindful as my brother.....essentially im as dull as a door knob. and yet, i still try to get myself out there......oh well......any who, let me not ruin my blog with stuff that will make me even more uninteresting......i swear, i need, like, a bolt of lightning to hit a tree onto my driveway of dull or something, because it seems that my interest interest others that i cant even talk with or hang with.....i mean, i love art, reading, writing, anime, manga, cartoons, handheld technology all that stuff. and yet, it seems im always the last one to win the race......i swear, im such an underclassman its not even funny...........